Hi.  You are making me very sleepy.  I just want to lie down and sleep.  However, you are not making me sleepy in the morning!  Oh, no!  I am up anywhere between 2am-6am.

You are such a little thing in my belly. You’re there, but you don’t feel real yet.  When I lie down, I don’t put my hands on my belly.  I don’t think you’d feel them there, and I definitely wouldn’t feel you.  Instead, if I put my hands anywhere I put them on my boobs, because I’m amazed at how big they’ve gotten!

Will I be a good mother?  Will we make you happy?  What will we name you?  How fat will I get?

I have lots of selfish questions right now.  I’m so excited, and unsure what to expect.


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